Some days I just want to disappear. I want to crawl into the earth and hug the ground around me like a blanket and be unseen, be swallowed up by mother nature.
Some days I want to scream- "I am MORE." I am more than a single mom, more than a pretty girl who likes knockoff designer accessories, more than an employee at my dad's company. I am more than you see. I want to beg someone- anyone- to see all of me, to really know me, and to accept me as I am- not how they'd wish me to be.
Some days I want to let out the rage within me. To pound my fists against the pain until they are bloody and unrecognizable. I want to scream and cry and rage and hurt and let out the anger about what was done to me. I want to yell that I am no longer afraid, I will no longer hide my anger and turn it inward. I want to unleash the fury that lives in my heart, turn it against the ones who deserve it.
Yea strong woman! Shout and scream - somewhere safe like therapy etc. It is good to let that anger out and rage it out through your fists and shouts. I applaud you and it is brilliant that you are beginning to want to do this.
ReplyDeleteSome people dont want to see, dont want to know-they can't handle it. They say it is not normal, they try to put labels on you. They do this because they are weak. Be strong, be who you are!
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